Yeah I understand and take full accountability for my actions. I have a mental disability and not good with communicating especially over a phone. I'm not a bad person just shy. She's never seen me and I basically kept on assisting on coming to her. I have my own apartment but it's really small walls are paper thin. There's literally no privacy. I just wish I could get a second chance to maybe explain myself. She's the type of woman I'm attracted to and always been looking for.