I understand what you mean FB. Lola is very good at the Illusion of Passion (IOP) so if you just go with it you will have a good time. She is worth the price of admission whether she is faking it or not. I have seen both from her. When she's being real it is incredible and when she is faking it is still very good. I intend to enjoy as much of her as possible before she burns out. Unfortunately it seems they always do.