I'm in the high risk group and all my drs. advised me to get the vaccine so i did. I'm waiting on my 2nd shot next week. I have seen one of the vids you listed and a couple more that friends have sent me. They don't like it either, but I'm already half way there now so it's too late for me. Anyway I understand why anyone wouldnt want it. I have no regrets yet, but I've heard the booster or 2nd shot kicks your ass and gives you symptoms for a couple of days so we will see.