In my feelings; but why?

[Kindman63]

Whenever I find myself getting caught up in the feelings of the moment, I have to remind myself that it isn't real. This is then followed by a short vacation from the fantasy.

This hobby deals in more than lustful pleasure. It also wrecks havoc on our emotions when combined with our hormones. Those hormones that create desires that are natural to us all.

For some people they learn the trick of separating work from home life by figuratively setting it aside like a hat. When they go to work, the hat goes on. When they return from a job, the hat is hung on a peg and all emotions and problems are hung on the peg with it never to be considered again until the hat is put back on. Does that make sense?

Unless you really love this person, no longer taking them as a client is the best answer. Perhaps you should go on Youtube and see the videos entitled, "Ask an Escort". This is put on by an actual escort called Sierra Pine.