Long time listener 1st time caller

Hello ladies,
I’m a mid-30’s white guy with a regular need to be touched at my convenience or when I require soothing. I have always escaped reality with the pursuit of the companionship. I love a sensual full body massage, often treating myself weekly to an hour or 90 minutes of relaxation where I meditate with some headphones on drifting away.
I don’t enjoy transactional experiences unless I’m in the mode of using and abusing someone transactionally. Those are shallow, lustful, and dark magic encounters.
I prefer encounters of light and love. Of positive healing and heart to heart connections. I want to feel your nurturing care, take care of me baby.
Any golfers looking for regular outings or country club encounters please enquirer.
Email is 13machiavelli@proton.me.